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  • Yuck - by Tracy Guthrie

    7/20/201112:55:34 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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      Tonight for dinner we had Chipati which is basically flour and water made into a dough like substance and then fried with animal lard. It is really good, but doesn't help my ever expanding waist line.

    I thought I would lose weight while I was over here, so I intentionally put on a few extra pounds before coming. But now that I am here, the exact opposite happened. I have gained weight. I don't know how much I have gained because there isn't a scale but my pants are really tight and I just feel yucky. I wonder why? Umm, maybe it is because all I have been eating is carbs and sugars. Here is an example of my daily meal plan:

    6:30am cliff bar (I brought those from home)
    7:30am breakfast (which consists of bread and tea)
    10:00am cliff bar
    10:15am candy/trail mix
    11:00am cliff bar
    1:00pm lunch (rice and beans)
    1:15pm candy, cookies, pb&j
    3:00pm cliff bar,sugar cane,trail mix
    5:00pm banana
    7:00pm dinner (rice and beans)
    8:30pm candy, cookies, pb&j, banana

    I know some of you reading this are thinking "Tracy is complaining about gaining weight? Seriously?!?" Well no matter how much you weigh, if you put on a few pounds and can no longer zip your pants it is hard to be at peace with it.

    Right now I am totally thinking like an American and it's embarrassing! Why am I concerned about how I will look in my bathing suit this summer? There are starving children all around me! I can blame it on the American culture, but I am the one in control of what I believe to be true about myself. So the "weigh" I see it, I can keep obsessing about how much I have gained OR I can stop being so narcissistic.

    Unfortunately at this moment and time, I chose vanity. My identity is wrapped up in how thin I am and I don't think I am in a place emotionally to let go of that. I pray that God help me see myself in His loving eyes, not the eyes of the judgemental enemy.

  • On the Hunt - by Tracy Guthrie

    7/19/20111:13:10 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Today Zach, the Manager of the local orphanage, and I went hunting for a dairy cow.

    Let me explain why. I raised money for the trip from my family, friends and church group (see list of donors at the top of my blog home page). And by God's doing and the generosity of my friends, I exceeded my goal. I promptly started praying and asking God how He wanted me to use the additional money. It is VERY important to me that I be a good steward of the money, which is really all God's money anyway. Yes, my friends and family were the contributors, but in my opinion only God can inspire someone to give money. About a week after I arrived, God answered my prayers.

    Due to a lack of resources, the kids don't drink milk. Right away I knew that is where God wanted me to invest the money. As we all know, calcium is extremely important to a healthy diet. I shared my thoughts with Zach to make sure I was offering a hand-up not a hand-out. I have read too many stories of Westerners coming into a third world country and assuming they know what is best, but actually end up creating more issues. Zach was excited about the idea and said the only option was to buy a dairy cow. Not only would the heifer provide milk, but her manure could be used for their bio-gas system.

    Our hunt began with a trip to meet Mr. Wachira, a very successful farmer in the village. Apparently, Mr. Wachira is the only farmer outside of Nairobi who has heifers producing 35 litres of milk a day, the amount needed for each kid to get a glass a day.

    When we arrived to his farm, it became very apparent how successful he is. He owns countless cows, goats, pigs in addition to a fish pond. He also has his own bore hole, a car, a garage for his car, running hot water, 1500 chickens, advanced bio-gas system, 40+ acres of land and all the resources to keep the farm in working order.

    Mr. Wachira was not at home when we arrived but his farmhands said he would be back very soon. We waited for what seemed like hours and were just about to leave before we heard is car come down the dirt road.

    He sat down with us and listened to our needs. Unfortunately, he was not ready to sell his cows. He told us that they need to birth a calf first. Strike One. But he called a friend who had some for sale. Unfortunately, we were too late; he had already sold his. Strike two.

    Mr. Wachira asked Zach some questions about how the orphanage takes care of their livestock now. After hearing Zach, he said he wasn't so sure buying a cow right now is the best option. He thinks we might need to get some operational things into place before we invest money in a heifer. I asked him to come to the orphanage, meet the kids and advise us on what to do. He said he would be there on April 30th, 10am.

    I don't know what to expect, but I am excited to find out.  

  • I've Got a Feeling... - by Tracy Guthrie

    7/13/20114:34:13 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    I woke up in the middle of the night last night with this sense that I need to extend my trip another week. When I first planned my trip, I intended to stay for four weeks. But when I decided to go on Safari, I added another week to fulfill my commitment of four weeks of volunteering at the orphanage. So if I extend my trip again that will make a total of six weeks in Kenya. It is going to be really hard roughing it for another 14 days, but I don't want to discount this prompting. If I do ignore it, I am certain I will regret it for the rest of my life. I don't know how I know this is what I am supposed to do, I just know. Maybe the fact that I can't pinpoint why I feel inspired to stay is because it is coming from God. I have learned from previous experience that God doesn't demand, He inspires.

    Wonder what He wants me to do in these additional weeks? 

  • Cha'Ching - by Tracy Guthrie

    7/12/20114:08:48 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Our last stop on Safari was at the Massai Market, the equivalent to a flea market in the United States. There are about 100 vendors selling anything from purses to bananas. Most of the vendors use a blanket as a booth and lay their merchandise on top.

    Being the only white people around, we stick out like a virgin in the Playboy mansion. Therefore, the minute we walk in we are surrounded by "personal shoppers". They want to know where we are from and at first I thought they were sincerely interested. Not so much. Stanley told me later that they want to know if you are American so they can set the price accordingly. I get why they do it, and I would probably do the same thing if I were in their shoes, but it still feels like you are being taken advantage of.

    Daniel, the name of my "personal shopper", followed me around and put anything I touched in a bag. I told him I was just browsing, and wouldn't be buying everything. He said "No worries! I will hold all your items and help you pick at the end. We'll get you a good price." Pretty slick, huh?

    Once I was done, Daniel escorted me to the "Negotiator". This guy's sole responsibility is to bargain with you until you crack. The "Negotiator" asked the same question "Where are you from madame?" I considered telling him I was from another country, but I didn't want to lie. So I opted to just say "I am from everywhere."

    At that point he calculated all of my items and came up with a price. I tried to counter with confidence, but like any good sales person, he knew I wanted it all. He knew I wouldn't be able to walk away. And he was right, I have a hard time walking away from something I want and I don't just mean material things. Which makes me think, is that tenacity, or stupidity? 

  • Balancing Act - by Tracy Guthrie

    7/11/20114:53:07 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    It is interesting how taking one step forward in the journey of life reveals more about the journey you used to be on. I came on this adventure with the hope of learning about the Kenyan lifestyle, people, and most of all how I can serve Kenyans in need. But during the process I am learning what defined me before and what I want to define me now. Basically, I am learning the definition of "Tracy".

    Until this trip I never realized how much and how often I taper my feelings to accommodate others. In stead of just owning my emotions, I worry about the other person's feelings. I am terrified of rocking the boat. I am terrified that if I express my feelings of anger, disappointment, or annoyance I will be seen as combative, thoughtless,selfish, difficult, or offensive.** In my head I know you can show grace, mercy and love even when expressing feelings of anger, but in my heart it freakin' scares me. I am slowly starting to realize I am only responsible for my feelings and actions. I have no control over anyone else and how they feel. I pray that I can work towards balancing validating others feelings while acknowledging my own.

    ** Since I struggle so much with defining what my emotions are I had to use http://www.psychpage.com/learning/library/assess/feelings.html. I am thinking I need to carry around a copy of that list for awhile. 

  • Flashback 4.20.10 - Peaks and Valleys by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/30/201110:53:01 AM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    There is no denying it. I am at my breaking point. I am tired of mosquito nets with holes, toilets that are just a hole in the ground, cup showers you take outside, bugs, no T.V., no coffee, the smell, the crazy matatu rides, the smog in Thika and Nairobi, and..... OH MY GOODNESS! I just looked outside the Safari van window to see the most beautiful sight I have ever seen - Mt. Kilimanjaro. If only I were a poet, I would have the words to describe this magnificent piece of land. Do you even call a the largest mountain in Kenya rising to 19,340 ft. a "piece of land"? Anyway, this majestic creation of God has my emotions stirring, in a good way. Like when you hear the National Anthem play, or when someone expresses their love for you, or when you find that perfect pair of shoes or when "The Bachelor" gets down on one knee to propose, even though you know it is a sham or best of all, when God shows Himself to you. I find it quite interesting that just as I was complaining about the gift which I have been praying for for more than two years, a volunteer trip to Africa, God shows Himself to me. Man, is God cool! He knows how to put you in your place through beauty, not anger. I guess that is why we call him God.

    GOD CREATED US TO SERVE. ARE YOU?

    ** The second picture is of the pool at our lodge in Amboseli. We weren't expecting to stay here. Another example of God putting me in my place. 

  • Flashback 4.20.10 - Thank God for Butter by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/27/20111:05:17 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Today was a hard day. We woke up at 6am to watch the sun-rise and prepare for a stroll around Lake Nakuru traveling to a hot spring. Well unbeknown to me, it wasn't a stroll it was a 10 mile hike lasting 3 hours. I was mentally complaining the entire time so much so that I couldn't enjoy the beautiful scenery. Once we finally arrived at the hot spring I started to lighten up a bit. I don't know if it was the fact that we made it before I turned 34 or if it was the naked man we saw bathing in the hot spring. Unfortunately, we didn't see his "jewels" but I did get to watch his six pack glisten in the sun. Soaking in the hot spring was amazingly relaxing and perfect after our long hike. After soaking in the water for about an hour we set out to Hells Gate. 

    Our plan was to see the wildlife on Lake Navisha (flamingos and rhinos)then take a bike ride through Hells Gate to the Hells Gate Gorge and go for a hike. My first mistake was imagining our bike ride would be similar to pedaling a beach cruiser along the Newport Beach boardwalk. I have been in Kenya long enough to know that nothing here is like Orange County, California. Let me rephrase that. Nothing in the world is like Orange County, California. Good, bad or indifferent it is the truth. My second mistake was letting my negative thoughts control my day.

    When we arrived to the Hells Gate National Park, Stanley took us right to Lake Navisha to seek out rhinos and see the pink flamingos. There were so many flamingos it looked like a lake of Pepto Bismol. And while I am on the subject, Pepto Bismol has saved my life on this trip! Anyway, after taking some pictures by the Sea of Pepto, we drove around looking for a rhino. Not only did we see one we saw a BLACK rhino. There are less than 50 black rhino left in the world, which makes them officially extinct. My day was getting better! The excitement of seeing something so rare re-energized me. I was ready for the next leg of the day, the bike and hike of Hells Gate Gorge. 

    We rented three bikes because Stanley and Esther had to take the Safari van to get the transmission fixed. The debacle of the broken transmission is another story that I have chosen to forget. Since Stanley wasn't with us, Kathy, Mike and I were left to fend for ourselves. No big deal, it is just five miles to the gorge and on a bike it would be a breeze! Not so much. The bikes we rented were so old I think they were made during the cold war. The handles were placed in a weird position, the seat was a piece of metal with leather over made to look like it was padded, which it was not. Thankfully we had rubber on the tires. I quickly realized my "beach boardwalk" was a path-o-rocks. After about 30 minutes of riding and only going one mile, Kathy's bike broke. She was pedaling, but the tires weren't moving. Our choices were to walk the bikes the rest of the way to the gorge, or have Mike take the bike back to get another. Kathy and I chose the latter. I can't tell you how long it took, but while Kathy and I were waiting we saw tons of zebras and a mama with her baby giraffe. That made up for the bike fiasco. Finally, Mike arrived with the new bike and off we went.

    Once we reached the gorge we hired a tour guide to take us thousands of miles down to the inside of the gorge. Okay, it might not have been thousands of miles down, but Hells Gate Gorge is like a baby Grand Canyon. We told our guide we wanted the 45minute mini tour, not the five hour tour. It was quite an experience hiking in the gorge. We had to build a human chain to get from one rock to the next. By the time we made it to the bottom of the gorge, what the locals call "hell", we were already at the 45 minute mark. And of course to get out of the gorge you must climb up to "heaven". By the time we got up to "heaven" we had invested four hours on this journey and we still had to go back. I would like to say the bike ride back wasn't as bad as the way in, but it was worse. We got caught up in both a rain storm and a dust storm. Seriously!?!?

    I will admit it, I am being a tad ungrateful but it was a hard day. Deep down I am very grateful and know I will look back on this day with humor but right now the only thing I can be grateful for is the half a loaf of bread and butter I ate to comfort myself :) 

  • April's A-Ha! Travel Moments by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/8/20111:02:03 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    For me, traveling to Africa on a volunteer service trip was something I dreamt about for years.  But due to limited resources, time and money, I didn’t think it would ever happen. However, in February of 2010 I was laid off from my job which gave me the availability to go to Kenya for an extended amount of time but made the money part even harder. I immediately started to pray asking God that if His will was for me to go that He help get me there. About two weeks after my prayer, my Dad called and said he got a random check in the mail for the amount of $1350. The money actually came from a savings account my Grandmother set aside before she died in 2003. No one knew about this money. The plane ticket to get to Kenya was $1400. That was my “A-Ha!” moment.  I knew God was leading me to Kenya, so I took the leap of faith and spent six weeks volunteering WWB orphanage. It was the most amazing time of my life. 

  • Caring in Kenya by CE Coordinator Julie Dean

    6/8/20119:21:08 AM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    I believe it is safe to say that volunteering at the orphanage was the most unexpected high of our recent trip to Kenya. As the coordinator from Cultural Embrace, I poled the group and learned that the majority was most excited about for the safaris (the trip was timed perfectly to see the migration of the Wilde beasts in the Masai Mara). I also learned about each participant's fear and concern towards what we might experience during our service project at the orphanage. In one way or another, everyone halfway expected to feel broken hearted by the visit and questioned whether 4 days of work could really make a difference for the children at the orphanage. This is a difficult but common question I often receive and the best answer is to experience it since what we know we understand and what we understand, we love. Cultural Embrace's commitment towards education, conservation, leadership, creativity and healthy living is rooted in this philosophy.

    Our first hand experience in Kenya to really "know" the community began with a bumpy but beautiful ride from Nairobi to the orphanage. We were greeted by huge smiles, friendly waving and children running along side out matutus (vans). Everyone helped us with our luggage and to find our shared dorm rooms before dinner. There was one big bunk room for all the ladies and one for the men. We all got situated and enjoyed finding our personal washing buckets under our bunks which included outhouse shoes and a small washcloth. The children informed us the rule was that everyone must wash their feet and hands before a meal and their whole body 3 times a week. This sounded great to me as my face had become more "expressive" due to the thick coat of dust sitting on my eyebrows and eyelashes. The outhouses were just basic holes in the floor so to wash you would first fill your bucket with water from the well and then quickly work from top to bottom cleaning all the pertinent areas!

    Washing was important because we did get dirty! Beyond sharing meals, games and chores with the children, we had a major project to complete which was the digging of a silage pit. The orphanage supports itself as a sustainable farm with fields of fruits and veggies as well as livestock. During the winter the cows are difficult to kept fed as there is very little grass; however, their manure is used for bio gas to run the kitchen stoves. So, the digging of a silage pit was the obvious next step. We dug and dug, and dug some more. By the end of our 4 days, the pit was complete and we had all learned something real through the effort. Instead of feeling broken hearted by the sad stories and harsh reality of how each child ended up at the orphanage, we were uplifted by a spirit of giving and common bond shared through the sweat, blood and tears of hard work. Life was good because everyone had experienced the truth: someone, somewhere cared.

     
  • Flashback 4.19.10 - The Secret Service of Safari by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/7/201111:57:56 AM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Today is the first day of Safari. Mike, Kathy and I are doing a 5 night/6 day safari to Massai Mara, Lake Nakru, Hells Gate, and Amboseli. Mike and Kathy are volunteering at the orphanage while on their honeymoon. Pretty selfless to spend your honeymoon in a orphanage! I am not so sure I could do it. Giving up your "flower" on a cot with a two inch mattress underneath a mosquito net while geckos are crawling up the walls just doesn't sound romantic to me.

    Anyway, Stanley and Esther, our Safari guides, picked the three of us up from the orphanage at 6am this morning. Some of the kids were already awake, so they grabbed our bags and carried them to the safari van. No one asked them to do it, they just like to help out. After they loaded our bags and pushed our van out of the mud, we were off!

    Our first stop was actually Nairobi to go to the bank and get food from the market. Just like any other road trip you need junk food and lots of it! I think we finally left Nairobi around 9am, and didn't get to Massai Mara reserve until 4pm. Since it was so late in the day we only had about two hours to drive around. But were still able to see cheetahs, lions, lion cubs, lionesses, giraffes, zebras, elephants, and wildebeests.

    We pulled into the campsite, Flamingo Lodge, about 6:30pm. The campsite is kind of like a ghost town. The only people here are the five of us (Stanley, Esther, Mike, Kathy and me) and four staff members (a cook, a helper and two Massai Warriors for security). I tell you what, being on Safari is a dream come true, but taking a hot shower and eating a real meal is a close second.

    After I stuffed myself with spaghetti and meat sauce, green beans and carrots, fresh mango and bread with butter and jelly, I made my way to bed. Just as I was starting to feel relaxed and comfortable in these new surroundings, I realized the Massai Warriors were stationed 50 feet from my tent. On one hand it is reassuring to have protection from the wild animals, but on the other hand I am a totally spooked that the only thing separating me and two strange men with weapons is a canvas door with a broken zipper. I guess if they were to come after me I can use my bible to beat them over the head.... 

  • Flashback 4.18.10 "Truth Be Told" by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/20114:19:01 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Before I came over here I was laid off due to a $1 million budget cut. I worked for an association of attorneys doing business partnerships and vendor sponsorships. My main role was to secure sponsors and exhibitors for the conferences hosted by the association. As a matter of fact, the Mid-Year Conference is going on right now in Austin, TX. And all I can think about is how bad I want the Mid-Year Conference to fail. I have visions that all of the vendors and sponsors are miserable and frustrated. So much so, that they demand for my return. I am fully aware that if I had not been laid off I wouldn't be here and I wouldn't have the freedom to stay as long as I want. Yet, I still want them to fail.

    I find it quite interesting that thousands of miles away from home I have feelings of vindication, jealousy and bitterness. I assumed all my worldly desires and insecurities would fade away while being over here. Obviously that is not true.

    The truth for me right now is that I feel I have no value unless I am the best at everything. That is not God's truth. God's truth is that we are enough just by who we are, and He loves us even in our most vulnerable state. 

  • Flashback 4.16.10 - Bonding Over Bowel Movements by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/20113:34:52 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    A handful of kids have tested positive for amoebas (parasites). I am pretty certain the amoeba is the cause of the high fevers and upset stomachs. My favorite nurse at Don Bosco, Sister Agnes, recommended we test every child for parasites. I immediately envisioned all 35 kids making the four mile trek to the hospital with me and the other volunteers in tow. The villagers have enough reason to stare at us Mzungos (white person), they don't need a parade. But I figured the humiliation would be worth it to keep the kids safe from disease. If only that was the way things turned out. Sister Agnes handed over 35 containers for us to collect the stool samples ourselves and bring it back the next day. OH KINYESHI! (OH SHIT!)

    Bright and early the next day we rang the bell and the kids came running. They were so excited because they thought we were calling them to play a game. Well I guess if you call shitting in a cup a game, let's play!

    The rules of the game:
    1. Take a piece of newspaper and plastic bag
    2. Go find a quiet place to shit on the newspaper
    3. Carefully wrap the shit in the newspaper and place in the plastic bag
    4. The first one done wins a prize!

    I have never seen so many people shit on call. It has to be the way they sit. They squat so low, their butts almost touch the ground which allows for gravity to suck the "kinyeshi" out.

    The winner if the game was Little Joyce. Not only did she finish first, she had the best presentation. She had carefully pooped in the middle of the newspaper, folded it into a perfect square, placed it in the plastic bag and tied a knot. When she handed it to me she said "For you". You can see her winners glow in the picture. And that is how you bond over bowel movements.
     

  • Flashback 4.16.10 - Hell on Earth by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/20112:23:13 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    After dinner Zach, the orphanage manager, and I had a conversation about the hardships some of the kids went through to get tothere. The more I get to know the staff and the orphanage, the more I realize the significant impact it will have on these children's lives. The orphanage litterally saved some of the kids from death. Each child has a story as to how they got there. They are all heartbreaking, but one in particular rattled my faith.

    In 2008 the country was in the middle of a tribal and political warfare. More than 200 people of the Kikuyu tribe took shelter in a local church expecting the enemy would not attack in God's home. Unfortunately, they were dead wrong, literally. One woman that was burned to death was a single mom raising an 11 year old girl and a 5 year old boy. Thank God the kids were not in the area during the attack, but they suffered the consequences severely. For more than three days the two children waited for their mother to come home. They were left to fend for themselves and eventually ran out resources, food and shelter. These two children were one of the first to call the orphanage home.

    The girl turned 14 this year, and is a leader at the orphanage. She settles the kids down after dinner so they can read bible scripture, she studies while the other kids play, she takes care of the younger kids and out of the all the kids in the orphanage she has the biggest smile and the most intoxicating laugh.

    As you read the story think about all the petty things our government fights over. All the verbal attacks from Democrats to Republicans and from Republicans to Democrats, and now the Tea Party. No matter how bad Jon Stewart or Glenn Beck think things are, they just simply are not. 

  • Flashback 4.15.10 - Dog Bites by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/20112:06:00 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Today Priscilla and I took a trip to a private hospital, Don Bosco, to help one of the sponsored girls, Mary. Mary was bitten by a rabid dog on her leg three days ago (April 12) and hasn't received any medical attention. The reason she has not been to the hospital is not because her mother is neglectful, but because they don't have money to pay for the immunizations. The good news is that the orphanage pays for the sponsored kids medical needs. Mary and her mother walked five miles (10 miles round trip) to the hospital, and have to make that hike four more times over the next two weeks to complete the immunization. I am not a doctor, but I am certain walking 10 miles to and from a hospital with the excruciating pain and numbness in your leg from a dog bite is no walk in the park.

    Makes you appreciate the things we take for granted, like immunization shots. 

  • Flashback 4.16.10 - Shaking Hands, Kissing Babies by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/20112:04:48 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Erick and I spent five hours in the field today visiting some of the kids sponsored by the orphanage. It was hot, treacherous, and fun! All the kids we pass along the way run behind yelling "Mzungo!Mzungo!Mzungo! How are you?" Then they run up smiling and giggling to touch my hand. It is delightful to see pure bliss from a simple wave, hand shake and respond to their greeting in Swahili "Haburi Yako! Jina langu ni Tracy. Jina yako ni?" (How are you? My name is Tracy. What is your name?). Once we get past the formalities, we hold hands and skip down the path as far as they can go.

    Have you skipped with anyone today? 

  • Flashback 4.11.10 - Letter of Love by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/20111:22:48 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Right after dinner tonight Anima, whom I have mentioned before, sheepishly and quietly handed me something. She smiled and whispered "don't read this until you are alone."

    So I came directly back to my dorm room to read it. She handmade an envelope with a piece of paper, and put a note inside. There are no words to describe the feeling that came over me. The letter was an answer to one of my prayers. I have been doubtful if I have a purpose at the orphanage and think maybe I should just throw in the towel. The minute I started to read the rainbow marker colored words on her note, I knew this was God's doing. He knew I was doubting, and needs me to stay. I am still not certain why or what I am supposed to do here, but I have to find faith to do so. Wouldn't it be great if we could find our faith in a lost-in-found box? Or nail a sign up on a tree with the words "LOST FAITH. IF FOUND PLEASE CALL 512-788-4749. REWARD."

    I hope you enjoy the letter as much as I do. 

  • Flashback 4.10.10 - Ice Cream, Internet & French Fries by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/20111:16:38 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    It is official! I have been at the orphanage in Kenya for one week.

    All the other volunteers and I went to Thika to use the internet and explore the city life. Thika is pretty fast paced with tarmac roads, banks, Grocery store, restaurants, hOtels and even a shoe store.

    Having access to technology after seven Days of nothing (no Cell phone, TV, DVD, running water, or electRicity) was quitE a treAt. But The biggest trEat of all was the fooD. I had french fries, cookies dipped in chocolate, ice cream, roasted maize (like corn on the cob), and pineapple. All of that went down my trap in two hours flat. The sUper market was lovely,mostly because it has fluShing toilets and soap dispensers.

    Erick, the sTaff member whO accompanied us, gave uS 20 minutEs to do all our shopping because we had to catch the matatu by 4:00 pm to get back to the oRphanage before dark. Oy Vey! It was like we wEre on the game show "Super Market Sweep". I literally grabbed a basket and started runnnig to fiNd what I needed. The prOblem was I didn't know what I neEded. In eXactly 20 minutes I was able to grab four bags of Coffee, three apples, a bUnch of bananaS, peanut buttEr, popcorn, granola, chipS and ice cream. I got in line with two minutes to go and as my turn came up, I realized I didn't follow protocol with the produce. You are supposed To weigh and lAbel before you get in line. So an employee of the super marKet had to take thEm and do it for me. I wAs so Close to the finish line! I could see everyone waiTing for me on the other sIde. But unlike "Super Market Sweep" they were nOt cheering me on. They were aNnoyed. 

    GOD CREATED US TO SERVE. NO EXCUSES. TAKE ACTION.

  • Flashback 4.10.10 - Tiger Woods of Kenya by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/20111:10:27 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    One of the orphanage staff members, we'll call her Mary, shared a story of heartache and relationship gone bad.

    Mary was in relationship (how they say dating) with one man for about a year. This man is heavily involved in his church and respected by the community. The courtship began while they were in University. They saw each other daily, just spending time together and hanging out. She soon fell in love and gave him her heart, but not her body. After about 8 months in she found out he had been cheating on her, and therefore cut off all ties of communication. As any cheating man does, he tried to win her back. He sat outside her dorm room at University for hours on end and sent numerous text messages. He gained her trust back, so she give him one more chance. Just like in the movies, she found out the woman he had been cheating on her with was pregnant. Mary broke it off yet again, this time for good. She didn't want to get in between a man and a woman, because that is not what God would want. Mary says only through prayer and faith was she able to heal and forgive him. She believes the reason she was able to find peace so quickly is because she prayed for him, not herself.

    I find it interesting that no matter where you go, even in a Kenyan Village, people suffer heartache and pain because of relationships. It taught me that the desire to be in love and relationship is world wide, and so is temptation and betrayal.

    Have you been hurt? I certainly have. Have you tried to pray for the person who hurt you? 

  • Flashback 4.9.10 - Field Work by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    I remember when I first got the information about the different volunteer duties we could choose from : Laundry Assistant, Kitchen Assitant, HIV/AIDS Hospital volunteer, Gardening Assistant, Farm and Animal Care Assistant, Clean up after kids assistant (that is not the real name, but that is pretty much all you do), Teaching Assistant, and FIELD WORK.
    As the field worker assistant, you go around the nearby villages to check in on the sponsors kids, how exciting! At least it is to me.

    Today was my first day in Field Work with Erick. We left about 8:30am and came back around 1:30pm. Not too bad of a work day, huh? Well we walked the entire time, probably about six miles. Six miles is not really that far to walk, but it is in a village with no paved roads, sidewalks, water stations, or place to stop and have lunch. I realized taking your work to lunch is not common like in America. First of all, there are no left-overs. People eat as much as they can when they have it. Even if they did have left - overs it would go to livestock, not in a glade tupperware containter and put in the refrigerator over night.

    Not only did I enjoy getting to see how the villagers live and what kind of lifestyle, I was able to ask Erick questions about his life, dreams and other Kenyan cultural stuff.

    Tracy: "What is your dream?"
    Erick: "To run an orphanage in Nairobi that not only serves the kids, but also the community. The center would have HIV/AIDS counseling and education, Doctor on staff, job resource center, basically anything to help those in need."

    Tracy: "What is your favorite food?"
    Erick: "Um, I am not sure. I guess Ugali (yuck!) and Chipati (yum!). What is your favorite food, Tracy?"

    Tracy: "I would have to say cheeseburgers and sushi. Have you ever had either one?"
    Erick: "No. I think I know what a hamburger is, but what is sushi?"

    Tracy: "How does it work with the kids who are sponsored? How do you know who needs one?"
    Erick: "It is $25 to sponsor a child. That money will go to whatever it is they need. Usually it is school clothes, school supplies, matress, food, shoes, and etc. The people in the community tell me if another child is in need. We currently have 59kids sponsored, but have another 20 kids on the list waiting."

    Tracy: "Why aren't the kids living at the orphanage if they are so needy?"
    Erick: "About 90% of the sponsor kids are living with a grandparent, or other relative. So they are not considered orphans. Until of course the grandparent dies, and people live pretty long here. My grandmother lived to 120 years old."

    Tracy: "Is it okay if I look at a man and smile?"
    Erick: "That's a funny question. Why do you ask?"
    Tracy: "Because I have tried to make eye contact with people, both men and women, and they all seem to look away."
    Erick: "That is probably because you are a mzungo(white person). Some people here have never seen a mzungo. Have you noticed all the kids running behind us on the road? They have been yelling'mzungo!mzungo!mzungo!How are you?' You see all babies are born white, even African babies. So they think you are a big baby, and want to touch the hand of a big white baby."

    Tracy: "Why are there tons of calendars hanging on the walls of the houses?"
    Erick: "That is how they decorate. How do you decorate at home?"
    Tracy: "Well we usually paint the walls different colors, hang pictures of family, or art work up."

    Tracy: "Is is rude for me to decline tea or bread when they offer it to me? It seems every home we have been to they offer tea, and I can't drink that much tea or I will have to go to the bathroom every 5 minutes."
    Erick: "It isn't rude. They probably won't stop asking, so it is easier to just tell them you only want a little."

    ** the picture is of me and local villagers. the older woman admired the bandana I was wearing, so I gave it to her. 

  • Flashback 4.8.10 - Fire & Ice by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Last night (4/7/2010) was really frustrating. During school I noticed one of the girls, Catherine, was not engaging in the class. She had this dazed look and tears were streaming down her face. She wasn't wailing, just sitting there, no sounds just tears. When I went over to ask if she was alright she didn't respond. I don't know if it was because she felt so bad, or if she didn't understand what I was saying. Probably a little of both.

    The only thing I could think to do was take her temperature. She had a fever of 103. Since I don't really know how the orphanage handles sick kids, I asked for guidance from Zach, the orphanage manager. He said to give her some medicine, and check back in on her a little later.
    WHAT!?!??! I didn't understand! Why didn't he drop everything to take appropriate action like my mom? When I had a fever that high my mom would throw my naked butt into a bath full of freezing water and ice.

    Well a bath full of ice is not an option at the orphanage. So I opted for the alternative of Tylenol and kept a cold compress on her forehead until she fell asleep.

    Surprisingly, Catherine came to dinner. I figured she must have broken her fever. Not true. She still had a 101.7 degree temperature.(I found out later that the kids don't miss a meal, no matter how bad they feel.) I immediately picked her up and took her to her bed. One of the older girls, Amina, followed me. Amina made sure Catherine ate some of her dinner while I put another cold compress on her forehead. Her fever did break in the middle of the night and she is doing okay today. Thank God!

    Now looking back, I realized I over reacted. The orphanage staff handled the situation much better than me. They take good care of the kids and always have their best interest at heart. The kids have full stomachs, clean drinking water, are provided with an education and are given more love than anyone could imagine. I was just really confused and frustrated by the whole situation. It is frustrating when someone handles a situation different than you would. I am sure they were frustrated with me. I am a Middle Class American volunteer with no children. Who am I to make judgement on their way of life?

    I am guessing this is another lesson of patience God is trying to teach me. I cannot impose my way of thinking onto them. The orphanage was here before I came, and will be here when I leave. But I tell ya, it is REALLY hard to keep my beliefs and values in check. Kenya has a totally different way of life and culture than the U.S.

    Jesus - I ask for you to help me find patience. I pray for wisdom and discernment on how God wants me to spend my time here. Does He want me to just love and serve, or is there something more? 

  • Flashback 4.7.10 - Human Sexuality, AIDS and relationships by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Today Priscilla, the teacher at the orphanage, and I went to the HIV/AIDS Hospital that the Orphanage has partnered with. When we arrived at the hospital, there were about 50 HIV positive individuals waiting to get counseling. It was a very surreal experience. As I walked by them I tried to smile, but I knew they knew I knew they had AIDS and it was really uncomfortable.

    On the way back to the orphanage Priscilla and I talked about sex education in Kenya. Kenya is just now implementing sex education and awareness in the community. Unfortunately, they only focus on educating the women, not men. I guess the perception is that a woman in responsible for saying "no". Priscilla said men will target very poor children and women and offer gifts or money for sex. Because the women are so poor, they take the money to buy food, clothes, water or pay for school tuition. The women trade sex for things they have a right to have. Then once the man gets what he wants, he leaves the woman with an STD, or a baby on the way.

    Because I am such a curious person, I couldn't resist asking if there was any education about self pleasure. I told her in America we have started to openly discuss masturbation so girls will learn to respect their bodies and not feel the pressure to have pre-marital sex.

    Priscilla didn't really respond. Maybe I crossed a line, but I wanted to know. If I don't ask I will only make assumptions.

    Remember: GOD CREATED US TO SERVE. NO EXCUSES ALLOWED. GET INVOLVED TODAY. 

  • Flashback 4.5.10 - Someones in the Kitchen with Grace by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Today I was on kitchen duty. We started at 9am sorting beans and didn't stop until 2pm. The kids are eager to help and seem to enjoy showing me the difference between "good" and "bad" beans. Grace, the cook, works pretty much all day long. She gets up around 6am to make porridge for the kids and tea for the volunteers. Then she starts to prepare lunch and dinner. In between all that she sorts beans, rice, maize, and peels pumpkin in preparation for tomorrow. Her day is complete after dinner is served, at 8pm.

    It was a good first day and allowed me to get a feel for the kids personalities. 

  • Flashback 4.4.10 - Am I really cut out for this? by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:44:49 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Right now I am not sure I can stay for the whole trip. There is a pig pen right outside my dorm room. The pigs oink so loud it feels like they are in the room with me. Not to mention the smell - gross!

    Oh, and the bathrooms. I officially retract my statement about the bathroom at the hotel. It was paradise compared to here. Last night I had to go to the bathroom twice and going to the bathroom here is not like going at home. At home I stumble into the bathroom, do my thing and stumble back to bed. It takes effort and awareness here. I have to get out of bed, grab my flashlight, toilet paper, and hand sanitizer. Then I put on my jacket, and rain boots. I don't put on the rain boots b/c of the rain. I put them on so the pee doesn't splash on my feet.

    I foolishly thought I had realistic expectations about the orphanage. I keep telling myself it is not that bad, and I will adjust. I sure hope so!

    I do appreciate the orphanage's attempt to make the toilet/shower more appealing. They named it "The Hilton". I am quite certain Paris Hilton wouldn't set foot in this "Hilton". 

  • Flashback 4.4.10 - African Easter by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    It is Easter Sunday, so the other volunteers and I coordinated an Easter Egg Hunt for the kids at the orphanage. They do celebrate Easter at the orphanage, but they usually hunt for real eggs. JUST KIDDING! Their celebration is much less commercialized. There is no Easter bunny or Easter egg basket full of toys and candy. They simply celebrate Jesus and give thanks for his love. Wonder what holidays would be like in the States without a mascot and presents? 

  • Flashback 4.3.10 - What now? by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Okay God I made it safe and sound to the orphanage. What do you want me to now? What do you want me to do for these kids?

    I want to serve these kids, but I don't know how. This is going to be a very interesting 3 weeks. Jesus, show me the way.


    Hey all you bloggers out there: Have you ever felt that you know exactly what God created you for, yet at the same time totally confused on why you were put here on Earth?

    Share your struggles with me, I need some company in this weird position. 

  • Flashback 4.3.10 - Beep! Beep! by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:38:44 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Traffic is CRAZY!! Only some of the roads are paved, and most of them are only two lanes. There is no system or driving laws. All you need is a drivers license and the courage to navigate through the chaos. The main mode of transportaion is riding a Matutu. A ride in a Matatu is an adventure in and of itself. A matatu is a 14 passenger mini-van. The matatus don't really follow the 14 passengar rule. As a matter of fact, the don't go anywhere until there is at least 20 people and it isn't strange if the passenger sitting next to you is a chicken.

    Never again will I complain about crappy public transportation. 

  • Flashback 4.3.10 -Talk is CHEAP by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:37:24 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    This morning Martha and Pacomis helped me buy a cell phone just for my time in Kenya.
    The whole cell phone issue was a big concern for me. AT & T charged insane fees for international roaming - $5.00 a minute. I wasn't sure how I would be able to communicate with the fam.

    Well as most of the things I get anxious about, it was no big deal at all. Pacomis took me a cell phone store, which is basically a vendor on the street to buy the phone, charger and credits. The cell phone, SIM card, and credits came to about 2,000 ksh ($26). After that we were on our way to the orphanage.

    If you can get a cell phone and minutes for that cheap, why do we pay so much?? 

  • Flashback 4.2.10 - Hotel Paradise in Nairobi by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:36:05 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    It is 12am and we just got to the hotel in Nairobi. The name of the hotel is"Citywall Hotel". It should be called"Hole in the Wall Hotel". 
    It looks like one of those motels you see in a cheesy action film where the escaped prison mate shacks up to hide from the police. Maybe it is not that bad. "Citywall Hotel" has four floors with all the rooms inside the building, mosquito nets, security guards and a reception desk. They only take cash - schillings. It costs 5500 schilling ($73) for two rooms including breakfast. I can hear people talking on the street, and even though I have no idea what they are saying, I am certain they are buying drugs and selling their bodies.

    I took a shit in a hole in the ground, which surprisingly wasn't that bad. The hard part is aiming your pee so it doesn't splash on your feet.

    God - I ask you to help me adapt to these situations. I came here to experience the Kenyan life and culture. I also pray you keep me healthy and diarrhea free.

    Have you ever stayed somewhere that the person in the next room could have been featured on "Americas Most Wanted"? 

  • Flashback 4.2.10 - Swahili Lesson in Mid-Air by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    It is Friday April 2, 2010 at 5:15pm. I am on the plane to Nairobi with about 4 hours left to go. Outside the window is this amazing view of the Sahara Desert. It seems to go on forever even at 37,000ft. How long would it seem if you were stranded there? Just thinking about it made me push the flight attendant button to ask for water.

    I am sitting next to a young man who is from Nairobi, but has been schooling in London. He helped me learn some swahili. I had all the intentions to memorize phrases and such before I left, but it didn't happen.

    Jambo -- hello
    Jina langu ni Tracy -- My name is Tracy
    Jina yako ni ?? --- what is your name?
    Asante Sana -- thank you very much
    Nina sikianja -- I'm hungry
    Wewe ni mrembo -- you are pretty
    tafadhali -- please
    bafu iko wapi -- where is the bathroom?
    pesa ngapi -- how much?
    Habari Yako -- How are you?
    Mzuri Sana -- very good
    kwaheri -- bye
    lala salama -- sleep well
    benki iko wapi -- where is the bank?
    kulia -- right
    kushoto -- left
    pole -- sorry (excuse me)

    Once you get the hang of the pronuciations, it seems pretty easy. 

  • Flashback 4.2.10 - Campaigning on an airplane by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:31:10 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    I just met a man who is running for president of Kenya, Ledama Olekina. At first I thought "WOW! This is a big deal." But come to find out there are hundreds of people who campaign and run for president. From what I understand Kenya has seven tribes and in these tribes there are many sub groups. So, that means lots of people run for president.

    The current President is Mwai Kibaki. Kenya gained its independance in 1963, so he is only the third President. His predecessors were Jomo Kenyatta and Daniel Moi. From what I can tell, there is not such a warm fuzzy feeling about Moi.

    The man I met - Ledama Olekina, www.ledama.com, was smart to take advantage of such a captive audience. He was moving around the plane, shaking hands, and kissing babies. He was actually very nice and easy to chat with. He was curious about my trip and said I should stop by his farm - Enkanasa Village Organic Farm to taste some of their fruit and vegetables. I am not sure we will have time, but I have his phone number. You never know, he might win the election and I will have a direct dial to the President of Kenya :) 

  • Flashback 4.1.10 - Excitement comes back by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:28:05 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    The anxiety has gone out the window and the excitment and pure
    joy is back.

    God, I want the rest of the world to experience this joy and happiness. I know the only reason I am able to feel these feelings is because of you. Before I let you in my life, I was lost and confused. I thought I could find happiness in money, clothes, bars, men, and reality TV shows. I still enjoy all of those thigns, but they don't bring me true joy. I imagine the reason I feel this joy is becuase I am doing what you created me for. Thank you for guiding me to this place. I sure didn't find it on my own.

    God, please give me the words to share the story you want to be told. This is your story, and I hope I can introduce you to others this way.

    Mom and Marlo are on my mind. God, I pray you put the right job in Marlo's path. I pray she find what she enjoys to do and have the opportunity to explore it.

    God, as you know mom is crazy nervous about my trip. I pray you calm her nerves and diminsh her fears. I pray you fill her heart with peace knowing this is your doing and you have me in your hands.

    I do want to come back alive and without harm. I want to live more and see what you have planned for me. But I am also okay if something happens and I die. It is REALLY weird to say that, but I imagine if something does happen my story might inspire others to grow in relationship with you. Please don't take this to mean I want to die, but it feels good to know be overwhelmed with anxiety about the outcome of this trip. 

  • Flashback 4.1.10 - What are the kids like? by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:24:49 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    I am at the airport and wondering about the kids. What are they like? What are they doing right now? It is about 7pm in the evening there, so I imagine they are doing homework, and making dinner. I pray they are healthy and growing strong. I pray any issues or heartache they have, they turn to you first. I pray they have strong minds, bodies and spirits.

    At this moment I feel like I should maybe stay another week. God, if this is what you want please let me know. If so, I pray that I don't have to pay the change of flight fee for $100. 

  • Flashback 4.1.10 - Prayer for guidance on contribution by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:23:34 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    God, I thank you so much for giving me the money to take this trip. I don't know how you got all these wonderful people inspired to contribute, but it is AWESOME!
    I think I will have about $1000 to give to the orphange. I pray that you help me make a wise decision on how you want the money to be used, and not just give on my terms. I just want to be a good steward of your money.

    Should I tell Geoffrey that I am considering making a donation but want to see how things operate first? Is that appropriate? Or should I just observe and make the decision once I am settled in? I am not sure if it would be demanding or condesending to say "I have money to give, but only if you operate your organization as I see fit." Who am I to know what is the best way to run an oprhanage in Kenya? I guess that is what you are for, God :) It is all up to you! Just let me know which direction you want me to take. 

  • It's a process - Day 5 - by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:17:12 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    I have been back home for 5 days now. Maybe we should say 4, because that first day home I was totally out of it. During the day things felt surreal and awkward. During the night I had crazy dreams and woke up confused about where I was. Laura, a volunteer from South Carolina, said the weird dreams could be caused by Malarone, my anti-malaria medicine. That may be true, but a few times in college I woke up confused about where I was and I wasn't taking Malarone. I think the cuase of my confusion back then was from too many Swirls at The Mont.

    The transition has been hard and I am not really sure what I feel. I am sad to be gone, thankful for the journey, glad to be home, hopeful I will be able to go back and terrified I will forget all the precious moments. 

    I thought I would want to see and talk to everyone right away, but that is not the case. It seems hard to muster the energy to tell the story as it should be told, and the words don't seem to be coming out as I would like. I have tried to share a bit of the experience with mom, dad and kip, but things seem to fall short. It was different while I was there because all of the volunteers were in the same boat. They knew what I was talking about when I said "UGH! We are having Ugali again tonight!" I am also dealing with a bit of guilt. I am not sure if my guilt is warranted, or if I am just falling into a lifestyle pattern. Before the trip I didn't realize how often I feel guilt. So that is another thing I am processing. I hope my journey backwards will help me work through some of these things.
     

  • Preparation for the flight by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    I am getting ready to leave for the airport. Because we didn't have electricty on Tuesday and Wednesday, I haven't showered since Monday. Without electricity to boil the water, it is a very cold shower! So I opted to wait until today.

    The "shower" is an outside stall the size of my linen closet with no running water and I have to calculate each move when preparing for a shower:

    1. fill up hot water kettle and plug in so it can boil
    2. Put on flip flops
    3. fill my randall's re-useable grocery bag with towel, change of clothes, shampoo and conditioner, loofah, and sometimes a razor
    4. grab my bucket and cup
    5. Take the bag to the "shower" and turn the sign on the door to "busy"
    6. check on hot water to see if boiling
    7. start filling up bucket with regular water
    8. take boiling water and combine it with the bucket water
    9. fill up kettle again so I can have hot water the entire "shower"
    10. carry bucket full of to shower - about 30 yards away from where I fill the water

    Once in shower -
    1. get undressed, except for flip flops
    2. make sure towel is hanging on the back of the door so I can easily wipe my eyes
    3. throw loofah in to the bucket along with a cup
    4. put soap on loofah and start to wash
    5. rinse off soap with cup
    6. fill cup with water and pour over my head to wash and condition my hair
    7. dry myself off, and step into the bucket without flipflops on to clean my feet
    8. while standing in water, put clothes on (which means I have to balance on one foot at time
    9. wrap towel around my head
    10. put flipflops on and wash them in water

    I will need to do all of these steps before leaving for airport, which is no big deal. I have been doing it for 5 weeks. HOWEVER, this time I have to add a few more calculated steps. My clothes and shoes are dirtier than an XXX rated film. Fortunately, I kept one outfit and pair of flip-flops tucked away in my suitcase for this occasion. They will not be brought out until I leave for the airport. I am so EXCITED to put these clothes on!!! The clothes I will put on right after the shower are different than my airplane clothes. I will also take extreme caution when washing my feet (they are so dirty it looks like I have a tan line). Once I get them as clean as possible I will put on a pair of socks and my tennis shoes. I won't change into my flip flops until I get the Nairobi Airport. 

  • Au revoir Kenya!!! by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201112:01:39 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    Today is my last day in the orphanage. My time here was nothing like I expected, yet everything I expected and then some. I have kept up my journal almost everyday so I will be back posting (if that is even a word) once I return home. I can't wait to share how amazing God has been to me on this trip. He gave me the gift of getting to know the children, staff, volunteers, and people in the community. But most importantly He showed me His love and I feel closer to him than ever before. 

  • Hanging with the kids by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    I am sitting at the orphanage with Beatrice, Joyce, Erick, Simon, and Albert. We finished dinner about 9:00pm and are now playing on the computer.

    Beatrice is 14 yrs old, and wants to work with computers as well as run her own orphanage. She hopes to take care of HUNDREDS of kids who are vulnerable and in need. She prays to God that all the kids at WWB have food, love and peace. She also prays for internally displaced persons who were misplaced during post-election violence.

    Erick is a staff member of the orphanage who works in the field for the sponsored kids. He does school and home visitation to find out what the children need. Most kids live in the village but he still has to walk 10 to 15 miles a day.

    Simon is a crazy silly boy who doesn't know if is 10, 11, 12 or 13 years old. He can't remember :) Simon wants to be a sweeper when he grows - up, which is good because he sweeps everyday at the orphanage. Just now he changed his mind and wants to be a pilot. Now he wants to be a football player. He has a lot of decisions to make!

    Even though it is past their bed time, the kids are still watching football. Well everyone but Simon, he is still sweeping!

    The kids say hello and GOOD MORNING! 

  • Holy Cow! by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/3/201111:14:56 AM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    I might be buying a cow for the orphanage!

    The kids get three good meals a day, but only get milk once a week. A local nurse strongly recommended they drink at least one glass of milk per day. Solving this problem is not as easy as one would think. The orphanage doesn't currently have the funds to provide milk each day for all 34 kids. Even if they did have the $$, they don't have a refrigerator big enough to keep the milk from spoiling. In addition, the electricity can be unreliable. They have it, but there are many days when it is off for hours at a time.

    So I started discussing with Zach, the orphanage manager, ways I can help resolve the problem. I told him investing in the children's future is important to me, and I feel a glass of milk a day is necessary for the kids to grow strong and healthy.

    Zach just came to me and said it would be best to buy a cow. He said buying a cow is not only a long term resolution, but better for the kids. If they have their own cow, they can ensure the milk will be safe to drink. So tomorrow we are going to look at cows. The requirement is that the cow will produce at least 10 liters a day.

    I will keep you posted on how the purchase is coming along. In the meantime start thinking of names for the cow! 

  • Day in Nairobi by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

    6/2/201111:37:10 AM Link 0 comments | Add comment

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    We are on our way back to WWB. I missed the kids a bit today. I think I am starting to get attached. One of the girls, Amenia, gave me a hand written note on Friday evening. She said she was happy i was there, grateful for my time and God for sending me. At the end of the note she wrote - "Love God" It made my heart so happy! I know in my heart that it was another way God was communicating with me. I am in the right place right now and need to just focus on not only giving love, but learning to accept love.

    All for now!
    BTW - this time on the computer costs 25 schilings. I think it is like 50 cents

    I love all of you, and bless you for supporting my trip. 

  • First Week by Volunteer in Kenya Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Goodness this has been an interesting week. I am at an internet cafe in Thika. Thika is about 45 minutes from Makuyu,where the orphanage is. To get here we walked about 20 minutes to the bus stop to jump on a Matutu. The Matutu bus ride took about 45 minutes. I think we are the only white people in the area. Everyone stares at us as we walk by and kids come up wanting to touch our hands. I imagine it is the same experience as a movie star. The reason the kids are so interested in touching us is because they think we are grown babies. All people are born white, even Kenyans. So the kids think we are big white babies. I hope I am making sense. I don't have much time and my thoughts are racing in every direction.

    Overall I have had a great time. There was a bit of adjustment time, but things seem to be getting easier. There are 6 other volunteers from all over. Two from San Diego, one from South Korea, one from Germany, one from Canada, and one from England.

    The kids are great. They all have their head shaved b/c of school. So it was hard to tell boys from girls. There are 34 in total, and I have started to get to know a handful of them. I have so many stories and thoughts in my head and so little time!

    There have been some frustrating moments. For example, some of the kids have been sick this week and at first it seemed as if the staff wasn't doing anything to take care of them. That was not the case. They just handle things differently than I would. Also, there communication is different. I think because there are so many kids (34 in total), staff (8), and volunteers (7) they have time to make sure everyone knows what is going on.

    I have also struggled to stay in the present. When I left I came with the desire to just serve and love others. That is still the case, but I started to feel like I needed to make a difference and change their lives forever. The more I accept how things are at that very moment and remind myself I don't have to make this huge impact. All I have to do is love.

    I have been reading my bible, and landed on James today. The entire chapter speaks to what I am going through, and how God wants me to handle these things. If you have time read it. The chapter is not that long.

    I have to go now. Hopefully the next time I blog I will be able to make sense.
    Love to all!!! 

  • As the band Peter, Paul & Mary sang - "I'm Leaving on a Jet Plane" by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Can't type much. About to leave the house to go to DFW. I was getting things together at the very last minute. Hope I can talk to you guys while I am there.

    This is AWESOME!!

    With Love -
    Tracy 

  • Heartpangs for Africa by CE Founder Emlyn Lee

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    There is something about Africa that warms my soul. As a young girl, I was always fascinated by National Geographic magazines, PBS television series, and readings we had in school about African countries and culture. I would always do (and still do) a double-take when I see African art, get warm and fuzzies when I hear stories about humanitarian work to save Africa, bop my head around when I hear African drumming and tunes. Although each region has it's distinct style, the rhythmic beats, vibrant artwork, and stories infectiously lighten up my spirit, and allows me to embrace the continent from afar.

    But then, I scored one of the best jobs in the world, and managed the operations of luxury tours around the globe. Year after year, I would submit my request form to this far, foreign, and fascinating continent. The Okavango Delta, Kalahari desert, Kenya, South Africa, and Egypt always topped my "wish list," along with every other colleague in my office. Fortunately, by 1998 my wishes came true with seniority, and a few cartons of Dunhill cigarettes to the travel staff manager--haha just friendly (and unhealthy) reminders to my former boss.

    Even though I have visited Southern, Eastern, and Northern Africa several times, my love and interest to Africa never wanes. I am thrilled and blessed to have an opportunity to return back to South Africa in about two weeks. This time, I will meet and work with the communities we partner with at Cultural Embrace. I will get a chance to truly integrate with the people and the communities, like how you will experience it on one of our volunteer, internship, and group programs.

    I welcome you to join me and Cultural Embrace, as we dedicate the month of April featuring Africa programs and travel tips. I will be reporting about my experiences and site visits to our South African projects and placements, and invite you to join a C
    .E. volunteer, Tracy Guthrie, who is currently volunteering at our Kenyan orphanage.

    For those that are still dreaming of Africa, we hope to whet your appetite to go explore her someday soon. If you have already visited, then I'm sure you can positively attest the natural beauty and rich culture of this exotic continent, and hope the travel bug continues to itch with stronger heartpangs for Africa. 

  • Emotions by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    In these final days before my departure to Kenya, I have felt excited, stressed, eager, overwhelmed, peaceful, frustrated, scared, inspired, confused and grateful. Despite my ever changing emotions there has always been happiness.

    This got me to thinking, how often do we really feel happiness? If people really are happy why don’t they say so? When you ask someone “How ya doin’?” do you ever get the response “I’m happy!”? Most people just nod, give a half-ass smile and look away. Some people look you in the eye, smile and mumble a quick “I’m doing good, how about yourself?” It is a rare occasion when someone gives a response with passion and energy. I’ve tested this theory on Town Lake. I gave a huge smile to every person I passed on the trail and said “Good Morning!” Some people responded with a half-ass smile and quickly looked away, but most people just nodded. There were two individuals who responded with joy. They were in their eighties and probably just happy to still be walking.

    So why now? Why am I so happy? The only conclusion I can come up with is my trip to Kenya is what God created me to do. Since He made me, He knows what will give me pure happiness. It makes perfect sense, right? Unfortunately it took me 30 years to figure out God is the key to happiness.

    I am not disillusioned. I don’t expect to be happy every second of every day for the rest of my life, but I do expect myself to seek God, not worldly things for happiness. I recommend you try it out. What can it hurt? 

  • Pair of shoes for me by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    While I was at the mall getting Martha's shoes, I had another panic attack. I think I need a different pair of shoes than my running shoes. I need something more rugged, especially since it is rainy season over there. I find it interesting that I opt to spend money when I get stressed or feel anxious.

    I went to Academy and found some Merrell shoes that are meant for outdoor activity. They have some special material that does well in wet terrain.

    I feel a little guilty about buying them, so I hope it was a good choice. 

  • Guess I need a few more things by CE Participant Tracy

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    I talked with Priscilla today about what to get Martha and Pacomis as a thank you gift. I already got a bag of chili powder (don't even know if they have ground beef to eat over there) and a prayer necklace for Martha. But I still felt like I should do something more. I thought about money for their time and travel, but I am not sure that is appropriate.

    Priscilla said money is appropriate and would not be offensive. Especially since you never know what someone will like. She also said Martha can't get shoes over there like we have here. She recommended a black pair of Easy Spirit walking shoes.

    Guess I am off to the mall to get the shoes. It makes me feel better knowing I am giving something she will actually use. 

  • Dad's House by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    I drove to Dallas today. My dad is watching Roxy (THANK YOU, DAD!) and because I fly out of DFW. I leave in 30 hours.

    My journal entry and prayers for today:
    I pray for a safe trip, a trip that will allow me to share God's love and a trip that will not only change my life but others as well. God, I pray you give me the wisdom to know where you want me, how to help someone, where you need me, and the courage, wisdom, love, grace, compassion and faith to make your will be done.


    I pray and give thanks for Priscilla. I thank you for her kindness and spirit. You have blown me away with your gifts this season. Please forgive me and my moments of uncertainty. I still have doubts even when you showed your love and power to me.

    I thank you for Martha, Pacomis and Samuel. They are kind souls who are willing to help a perfect stranger. I pray you give them the resources they need and you fill their hearts with joy. I ask you take on any burden they may have today.

    I thank you for all the support I am getting from friends and family. I pray they get inspired to do something to draw them closer to you.

    I thank you for my friendship with Marlo. She and I had dinner tonight at my favorite restaraunt in Arlington, Royal Panda. She drove from Dallas in crazy traffic to see me before I left. Not only that, she contributed some money to the trip. She is not working right now, so that is a total act of love. I pray you give her love in return for her gift to me.

    I am still feeling a little anxious. Like there is still so much to do. I guess at this point, if it isn't done I don't need it.

    I don't feel like praying for anyone else right now. I hope you understand. Maybe I will feel like praying for them later today.  

  • Day before departure by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Today I had a total panic attack. I have felt pretty good up until this point but for some reason I flipped out. The first thing I did when I woke up was look into getting a massage. I can't really afford it, but I wasn't sure what else to do. So I called Massage Envy and made an appointment after getting the final rounds of immunization shots. It is only $35 for one hour massage for first time customers. I didn't know this, but they want people to buy a membership, so they give potential clients a deal. Who knew people got massages once a week? When I called to make the appointment they asked if I wanted a deep tissue or just the Swedish massage. I told them I would like a little of both. I figured my shoulders and neck needed the deep tissue to relive the stress, but didn't want the rest of my body to feel sore. They said "Great! we can do that. I will set you up with Amanda. She can do both".

    Apparently, that is not the case. According to Amanda, you can't do a half of a deep tissue massage and half Swedish massage, it is all or nothing baby. I told her what they said when I booked the appointment, and she seemed to get uber frustrated with me. That did not help my stress. So I started to feel guilty, like I did something wrong. Then the guilt turned into resentment. I resented that she made me feel bad about what I wanted. Truth is she didn't make me feel any of those things. I made myself feel that way. I have been working on allowing myself to feel what I feel and express it without GUILT. I often suppress my feelings because I don't want to rock the boat. So practicing on this unsuspecting massage therapist seemed like a good idea. I told her "I feel uncomfortable because it seems you are frustrated with what I requested." She responded " OH NO! I am so sorry I didn't mean to come off that way. Just relax and I will take care of you." Amazing!! It worked! As soon as I told her how I felt, a weight was lifted off my shoulders, and I was able to fully enjoy the massage. 

  • Sigh of Relief by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Yesterday I started to pack for my trip. It was another moment of high anxiety. I couldn't fit the items for the kids (clothes, toys, shoes, and sanitary napkins) into the allowed luggage. I emailed the director of the orphanage to find out if shipping was an option. He didn't recommend shipping b/c it is not reliable, and you have to pay additional to get it through customs. In addition, things tend to get confiscated. He suggested I buy the items over there as I will get more for my money. BRILLIANT! The plan is still to take some items with me but buy more once I am over there.


    Also, I found out that b/c I am flying on a humanitarian ticket I can check 3 bags instead of two.

    I still have to re-pack and organize, but all in all it has been a good day! 

  • BA Strike by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Just found British Airways is going through a pending strike with employees. There doesn't seem to be any reason to worry about my flights, but it is kind of hard not to.

    Time to pray 

  • I think it is time to pull out the prozac! by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    I have officially started to stress out. Even though I have been checking things off my list "To Do" for 6 weeks, I am worried I won't get it all done. The clock is ticking and what do I decide to do? Blog.

    I still need to do:

    Exchange dollars for schillings. no one has them on hand, so I am not sure what to do. I would prefer to not do it at Nairobi airport.

    Pack the suitcase with the items for the kids. I still want to get them shoes, but don't know if there is enough room.

    Call my credit card company to let them know I will be out of the country

    Get a power of attorney

    Make sure I have all by bills paid in advance

    Get an umbrella, adaptor, pillow for airplane

    Create a list of important information and phone numbers for my family

    Get a present for the couple that is picking me up at the airport. BTW they are driving 300 miles to get me at the airport. This is another blessing God has given me. My dad just happens to have a friend that is from Kenya. Her sister still lives there and is picking me up. How cool is that?

    I don't know what else I need to get done, but I know I need to get off the damn blog.

    Anyone have some prozac I can borrow? 

  • Fun at Wally-World by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    I just had the most fun at Wal-Mart, which is uncommon. I spent about two hours buying toys, clothes, games, color books, etc. for the kids at the orphanage. I think it may be the first time I went shopping and didn't buy anything for myself. Well I did buy some travel size items for my trip, but I don't think that counts.

    You should try it out. The next time you go to Wal-Mart or Target, buy something for someone else. You don't have to buy something for a child in need or spend a lot of money. Think about getting an encouraging card for a friend, a loved ones' favorite DVD or a candy bar for your co-worker. It doesn't really matter, it is the simple act that will brighten their day.

    Task for the day: Simply love someone 

  • Should I or Shouldn't I? by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    I am starting to pack for Kenya. My goal is to fit all the essientials into one carry-on travel backpack and check two more suitcases with items for the kids.

    But my dilemma at the moment is: Should I bring my hairdryer?

    My hair is a hot mess without one, but it's not like I am taking a vaction to a resort on the French Riviera. Guess I'll just make a game time decision.

    How petty and vain is this post? 

  • Kumi na tisa and counting... by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    Kumi na tisa is "19" in Swahili.

    I decided to re-organize my closet today. It is a pretty good size walk-in closet; big enough to fit all my clothes AND a washer and dryer. I don't know about you, but when I organize my closet I do it by color and item. On one side of my closet you will find in order my jeans, work pants, skirts, shorts, dresses, belts and jackets . The other side has my sweaters, long sleeve shirts, short sleeve shirts, and tank tops. On the floor I have four rows of shoes, and three bags stuffed with my purses.

    As I was taking things out to only put them back in, I had a thought. Do the kids in Kenya even know what a walk-in closet is? How many articles of clothing do they have? I don't know the answer yet, but I imagine they don't have two pairs of riding boots, seven pairs of tennis shoes, six leather jackets or twenty pairs of jeans. I will be surprised if they have more than one article of clothing at all. 

  • Kenya or Bust, T Minus 20 Days by CE Participant Tracy Guthrie

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    There are just 20 days left until I leave for Kenya. I can't believe it! I have been praying for this for more than two years. The purpose of my trip is to volunteer in an orphanage. I have no idea where the village actually is, nor what it looks like. But I will find out in 20 days!

    How I got to this point is really a beautiful story. Even though I consider myself to have a pretty strong faith, I had serious doubts that it would ever happen. Doubt is a powerful enemy of faith and truth be told, doubt was kicking my ass.

    Thus the story begins. In October of 2008 I met Emlyn, Director of Cultural Embrace, at a party. We talked briefly about her company and experience with international service trips. I checked out her website, but didn't do much more than that. I simply didn't have the financial means. Doubt was slowly but surely smothering my faith. The only thing I could do was pray. So I armed myself with prayer.

    Fast forward to July 2009. I started a new job with a better salary that allowed me to save for the trip. I was planning to go in December of 2009. Well, the timing just wasn't right and it didn't happen. But I didn't give up hope. I kept saving and even gave up highlighting my hair! And of course I kept praying. I even commissioned my friends and family to pray with me. My faith started to make a come back.

    On February 3, 2010 I was laid off due to budget cuts. I was devastated. I didn't think I would ever get to Kenya. My faith started to slip away again. So I changed my pray a bit. I challenged God that if this trip was His will for me, then he had to get me there. I somewhat jokingly asked Him to send me a check in the mail. I figured that would be the only way it would actually happen. To my surprise, God not only answered my prayer, but exceeded my expectations.

    On February 24, 2010 my dad called with some "good news". My dad nonchalantly told me he got a random check in the mail from my dead grandmother. Well, not literally from my dead grandmother, but from a CD she put away years ago. The amount of the check was the exact amount of a plane ticket to Kenya. I shed many tears of joy that day. That is more than "good news", it was my miracle. It was a faith kicking the S**T out of doubt.

    From that day forward things have continued to fall into place. God continues to answer my prayers and blow my expectations out of the water. Thanks to my friends, family and God, not only am I going, but I will be able to take items like shoes, shirts, and sanitary napkins to the kids at the orphanage.

    Moral of the day: Faith is the best weapon we have. Never give up your faith. 

  • TIA--This is Africa! by CE Coordinator Julie Dean

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    Jambo!  I have been a Program Coordinator with Cultural Embrace for over a year, and very excited to be joining the Kenya Service and Safari Trip.  We depart on Monday (just 3 short days away) and already we have experienced our first TIA (This Is Africa) moment together. The final itinerary had to be re-organized due to the referendum that is occurring in Kenya on August 4th.  As a coordinator, it has been interesting (to say the least) to change all the reservations and arrangements so last minute, but I seem to be the only one who is growing a few extra grey hairs.  I have learned that it is very common and not a big deal in Kenya to be flexible with the plan (but there must be a plan!).

    We have teamed together with a great local Austin non-profit organization named Well Aware, that dig wells in at-need areas of Kenya. Additionally, we will be volunteering at an orphanage outside of Nairobi, which Cultural Embrace has committed to sending volunteers to all year round.  One of the highlights of the trip is meeting Brio’s (the found of Well Aware) family, who are part of a Maasai Village named  Nkoilale.  We are going to celebrate with a traditional goat slaughter!

    Emlyn Lee, my boss and the owner of Cultural Embrace, just worked her magic and collected 2 huge suitcase full of donations for the orphanage with clothes, shoes, books, formula, medicine, and school supplies.  I am so honored and delighted to share the donations with the orphanage and then work with the group for a few days in the fields and digging a silage pit. 

    Cross your fingers we won’t need to change the itinerary again and my goal is to write blogs throughout the different legs of the adventure and then post them here so keep an eye out for updates! But if we do have some changes, I guess TIA, and the true meaning of Hakuna Matata...(no worries in Swahili)! 

  • Love Really Makes the World Go Round

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    Emlyn's Expressions, Kenya

    This month the Owner of Cultural Embrace, Emlyn Lee, was featured in Rare -a local Austin Texas Magazine. Read Emlyn's interview below, and the story behind the lady who daily inspires Cultural Embrace!

    As the founder of Cultural Embrace, an organization aimed at sorting out the intricacies involved in traveling abroad, Emlyn Lee knows that love comes in many flavors. Her dedications toward spreading awareness and acceptance of other cultures proves that there is no limit to the compassion of the human heart.

    Lee began Cultural Embrace in January of 2002, shortly after the tragic events of 9/11. In spite of many Americans' anxieties in the wake of such terrorism, she chose to help people overcome their newfound trepidations about crossing America's borders by promoting tolerance through foreign excursions and interactions with other societies.

    Now, almost a decade later, Cultural Embrace continues to nourish people's desire to explore the world around them. The organization helps travelers make all of the arrangements necessary to visit a foreign country, from finding a host family to getting a passport. Whether organizing work placements, English teaching positions, internships, vacations, or volunteer opportunities, Lee's brainchild fosters a comfortable safe environment free from the sink-or-swim mentality that often leaves travelers frantically flipping through an Italian-English dictionary in a crowded piazza.

    Instead of worrying about being in a strange land and having to journey from hostel to hostel, Cultural Embrace participants can focus on truly experiencing all that a country has to offer, from the food to the people. And, in doing so, they create a more personal experience as well.

    "When you are able to stop and breathe and take that plunge to go abroad- to go to the unknown- and take that risk of being outside your comfort zone, that's loving yourself," explains Lee. "That's being so comfortable and so secure of who you are, even when you're unsecure of what you're doing when you are abroad. It's saying hey, I want to do something different for my life and make a difference in somebody else's."

    Lee knows first hand what it means to touch another's life. She traveled extensively before starting Cultural Embrace, trying everything from teaching English in China to working on a riverboat. She also explored the finer side of the world travel via a position at a luxury tour company. But even in the face of wealth and leisure, she managed to zero in on the essence of the human spirit and bring joy to those in need. She recalls her time in Kenya, in particular, as a poignant reminder of why she places such high importance on traveling and experiencing different cultures.

    "One day I brought a suitcase full of clothes, vitamins, medicines, and school supplies, and ended up going to some orphanages with one of the [company] drivers," she says. "From that point on, I would actually take groups and ask the drivers to stop at these places if we could- at orphanages, villages, or schools- and it really became a highlight of these itineraries. I just realized that, as amazing as these sights were that we would see, what is most impactful and really meaningful is that interaction with people."

    The interaction is so meaningful, in fact, that Lee is in the process of bringing a new element to Cultural Embrace- adopting villages. Locations in Kenya and Guatemala are at the top of her adoption list, and the endeavor is one of her primary goals for 2010. It is just one of the many ways that Lee strives to tear down the walls separating us and build bridges in their place.

    "When you're able to embrace other people's culture and diversity and say, okay, that person's different from me, but I'm going to embrace it, and love it, and grow from it- that's exactly how we have a more peaceful world, a more educated world, and just a better world," she says.

    In the world of Cultural Embrace, love is not just an emotion. it is seeing the Eiffel Tower for the first time, praising a Vietnamese student as he learns to conjugate verbs, and providing vitamins for a pregnant woman in a third-world country. It is, in the words of Lee, "expanding your eyes, your mind, and your heart," and learning to "discover the similarities and share the differences."

    So no matter where you travel or who you meet while there, one thing will always hold true- love really does make the world go round.

    Story Written By: Amy Wald, featured in the February 2010 issue of Rare magazine. Photo By Cory Ryan. 

  • Keeping the Dream Alive - One HUG at a Time! by CE Founder Emlyn Lee

    6/1/20113:40:40 PM Link 0 comments | Add comment

    Emlyn's Expressions, Guatemala, Kenya, Volunteer

    An individual has not started living until he can rise above the narrow confines of his individualistic concerns to the broader concerns of all humanity.” – MLK, Jr

    Happy Birthday to the one and only, Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr! A true hero. My biggest hero. Many of my personal motivation and professional philosophies are influenced by his principles and “Dream” for this nation. But my ‘dream’ goes beyond the U.S., to a planet that embraces each other regardless of skin color and socioeconomic status. A world full of peace, love, happiness, and HUGS!

    I recently spent a month visiting, meeting, and building relationships with poor villages around Antigua, Guatemala. One of my goals for 2010 will be to “sponsor” a few communities around the globe, in efforts to support education, local solutions, and sustainability. We are identifying these as our HUG projects--Help Understand Give. As for me, nothing makes this world smaller, warmer, and friendlier than through a HUG!

    Cultural Embrace will continue to organize customized programs to Intern, Work, Volunteer, Teach, and Travel around the world, but this is our way to ‘give back’ and serve a few at-need communities. We are partnering with impoverished villages to help, understand, and give (our time, hands, heart, donations, support) to help meet their goals and objectives to improve their education, sanitation, health, and living conditions. We will work alongside the local people, to support their needs and create a positive impact to their community.

    If you are interested, I encourage you to help through child sponsorship, donations, and active participation by visiting and experiencing Guatemala first-hand. Consider spending your next vacation combining fun, meaningful, and adventurous activities, while you meet and integrate with the local communities. We have several pre-established group departure dates for Guatemalain 2010 and 2011, as well as flexible individual dates that may be extended; or if you wish to join me on a service, safari, and sun adventure to Kenya, we have a pre-arranged July 30, 2010 departure.

    More details of our San Mateo Milpas Altas, Guatemala HUG project will be shared next week. But for now, let’s redirect the purpose of this blog—in honor of Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr. Let’s keep his “Dream” alive, so we are able to continue his strive to make this nation, and world, full of peace, equality and justice—one step (and hug!) at a time.